Wednesday, December 30, 2009

HaPpie New Year!!




Ok..it's New Year's Eve~!.. time flies super fast..Well..i had a hectic,Life Experiencing,Sad And Happy 2009..but now..it's time to say bYe 2009 aNd hi 2010!!!
i Wanna Wish EveryOne a HappiE and BlessEd New Year Ya!!!
may u Have a MarveLous year and mAy everyonE Live It To tHE fullest..i Noe i wiLL..i Wanna Go singaPore!!!Yeah..ahhaha..And Yeah..it'll Be a FantaStic Year COs...


Yeap..WOrld Cup is Here!!!Yeah...
Once a Again..Have a BLast NEw YEar EveryOne..
WOohOOO!!!!!n Dun Get Drunk..Well..Who cARES...
-End_
End Of 2009-
PEaCe

Bye Bye 2009!



Ok..It's tHe Last Day Of the Year AlreAdy..Have everyone Done Their ResoLutions??i Haven't..
well let me tell u..my resolution last year Was Great...But..i Guess Not even 50% of it was done..hahaha
well..hopefully this year it'll be better..or i suck at following Written agreements..haha
When it come to resolutions..people tend to think..well..i'll definitely gonna change and be what i want..but how many of us do achive it?
well..haha..who noes..
For i noe..i have a really long list for next year..haha..Will UpLoad it soon..and yeah...sorry for HIding for So Long...May 2010 Be A Great Year!
Resolutions!rEsoluTions!ResoLutions!
End
-PeaCe-

Friday, December 18, 2009

I-dAnce ComPetitiOn@PeNang..12/12/09









This is the 1st ever competition inversion has entered together..consisting of Thomaz,Ricole,Caren,Dexter,YiMei,Kevin anD mABEL.although..it wasn't my first..but it felt as if it was the first..a new crew stepping out..a new crew being exposed and a new crew for the public to judge..


Preparing for this day was really stressing everyone out as at this time of year..everyone was rushing into finishing up watever business they were in..whether it was studies or work..and we had much problem coping up time..but at last..we managed to do it..


We went down to penang right after a show on 11/12/09..it was around 4am when we started our journey where we arrived in penang around 9am..everyone was exausted by then..and guessed wat..that was the 1st time i drived above 110km/hr.heheh..n it was the 1st time i drived long distance..(although dex drived most of the time)


Upon arriving there..we had no idea wat to do..so we wandered around the shops of queensbaymall..Then finally,2pm ..check in time..everyone eushed back,had a quick bath and then took a short nap..evyone was exhausted..(poort thing ric n dex couldn't rest cos they had to be drivers.)


Then the clock finally struck 5pm..we had to rush to register and at 6pm..the competition was about to start..we were the 5th crew after street wreckerz..nervous was in us...but yeah..to tell the truth..that was one of the best we had did!from the video..we could see that we did pretty well..and most of all,we enjoyed ourselves..we were so satisfied..although we did not win..but we knew we tried our very best..The overall results was a lil of a dissapointment..but..who cares..we won!yeah..btw..the judge was BBoy Katsu from Japan n A world known Locker from i forgot where..hahah

well..everything went really well..

here are the comments we got..BBoy katsu said that e did not get what we were trying to express or tell through our dance..i think what he meant was...we weren't showing what we were strong at..but instead..we just mixed and match stuff that we knew..than bboy max said that we weren't really syncronized..especially where blind spots were..such as tiny moves on legs and moving around..we also had lack of transitions and formations..but overall..the choreography was good..but it was at a flat pace..yeah..and a few othr ppl commented too.but for i knew..as most in the crew were new dancers to different styles and we all had different background..this was kinda big acomplishment for us...GREat work Inversion..

and i wanna thank God for thi too..that nothing went wrong..

N d next day was i-Battle..Bboy oNe(dEX)Competed for this and managed to win his battle..but he did not manage to get in the top16..but at least..he won the 1st round and bboy katsu also gave good comments on him ya..I'm prouD of YA!!!!

When we all camback to pj..we were all worned out..bt our spirit was still high..

I just wanna thank everyone that have supported us and also..Thank God for being there for us and protecting us through out d journey..

aLL tHE bEST iNVERSION..We cAn Do it..!...StrIve For VicTory and To Show The World What We Can Do!!!..FOr Dance Changes The World!

PeaCe

-End-

Thursday, November 26, 2009

簡單愛-Jay Chou..

曲: 周杰倫
Qu: Zhou Jie Lun Music: Jay Chou
词: 徐若瑄 Ci: Xu Ruo Xuan Lyrics: Vivian Hsu
Translation: wackycashew - http://www.jay-chou.net/

說不上為什麼
shuo bu shang wei shen me
Couldn’t really say why

我變得很主動
wo bian de hen zhu dong
I became very initiative-taking (or “active” as opposed to “passive”)

若愛上一個人 / 什麼都會值得去做
re ai shang yi ge ren / shen me dou hui zhi de qu zuo
If you fall in love with someone, anything is worth doing

Pre Chorus

我想大聲宣佈
wo xiang da sheng shun bu
I want to announce loudly

對妳依依不捨
dui ni yi yi bu she
That I can’t bear to be apart from you

連隔壁鄰居都猜到我現在的感受
lian ge bi ling ju dou cai dao wo xian zai de gan shao
Even my next door neighbors can guess my feelings right

Chorus 1
河邊 / 的風 / 在吹著頭髮/ 飄動
he bian / de feng / zai chui zhe tou fa / piao dong
The breeze by the river, is blowing your hair, swaying

牽著 / 妳的/ 手一陣莫名/ 感動
qian zhe / ni de / shou yi zhen mo ming / gan dong
Holding your hand, a sense of unknowingly being touched

我想帶妳回我的外婆家
wo xiang dai ni hui wo de wai po jia
I want to take you to my grandma’s home

一起 / 看著日落 / 一直到我們都睡著
yi qi / kan zhe ri luo / yi zhi dao wo men dou shui jiao
Watching the sunset together until we fall asleep

Chorus 2\

我想就這樣牽著妳的手不放開
wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang
I want to just hold your hand like this and not let go

愛能不能夠永遠單純沒有悲哀
ai neng bu neng gou yung yuan dan chun mei you bei ai
Can love be forever innocent without sadness

我 想帶妳騎單車
wo, xiang dai ni qi dan che
I want to take you bike-riding

我 想和妳看棒球
wo, xiang he ni kan bang qiu
I want to watch baseball with you

想這樣沒擔憂 唱著歌 一直走
xiang zhe yang mei dan you chang zhe ge yi zhi zou
Want to be like this with no worries, singing as we walk along

我想就這樣牽著妳的手不放開
wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou be fang kai
I want to just hold your hand like this and not let go

愛可不可以簡簡單單沒有傷害
ai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai
Can love be simple without pain

妳 靠著我的肩膀
ni, kao zhe wo de jian pang
You leaning on my shoulder

妳 在我胸口睡著
ni, zai wo xiong kou shui jiao
You sleeping on my chest

像這樣的生活 我愛妳 妳愛我
xiang zhe yang de sheng huo wo ai ni, ni ai wo
Like this kind of life, I love you, you love me

想 簡!簡!單!單! 愛
xiang! Jian! Jian! Dan! dan! Ai...
Want simple simple love!

想 簡!簡!單!單! 愛
xiang! Jian! Jian! Dan! dan! Ai...
Want simple simple love!





LOVE is SImple..YEah!!!i Love This Song~

Monday, November 23, 2009

The End Of a SemEstEr and The BEgininG Of SomeThing NEw TO COme...


The ENd Of ANother SemesTer..

this semester is one super memorable semester..so many things happened,
so many things changed and so many new things..

For me..its been a challenging semester..
it was challenging from social wise,skills as well as personel character..
i have learnt so much and gained so much yet i have lost 1 really important things..
the ability to smile 24hrs non stop..
i've realised all the stress and all the things about has caused me to change so much that from an angel i became a devil..
my temper has increased and my smile has faded...
Throughout the sem,so much have happened..

started with a though begining wher the lecturer don't seem to like my group and ended p allot problems arised that caused the lecturer to even blacklisted us..
Nah..Maybe i'm just thinking too much.
We had wonderful classes this sem,it was all about the kitchen and teamwork..
Trully,it was challenging,facing communication problems within the team,with others..

wow..and this sem,we truly saw d difference and the real character when it comes to work in each and everyone of us,there are some that are really gud and some were ..er..er..a lil problem..ahah

Classes were challenging as this is the sem where most of us found where our passion really is,either in pastry,bakery,hot kitchen or maybe management..that's for what i think..
i've realised how much i didn't like bakery..but anyway,it was compulsory to have the knowledge of making bread items right..so yeah..
i am really into kitchen art..where gingerbread,marzipan,sugar work,food platin and anythin u can think of..There are things that made me felt i was a failure and things that made me felt really proud..

But through this all,i have learnt allot..
It is the heart that counts..not the skills..
erm..what else..than we had prom..my very 1st prom..it was..elegant..everyone was amazing that night..and we really had so much fun.
haha..

then come to march past..this was really a big test for the whole Cula..
it tested our patience and also tolerence as well as team work..
although we only had 2nd place..but it was great as we did our best..although the formation was something that we could have done even better..but well..i was really proud..
thorughout the whole practice session,allot happened..heated arguments between the mates as well as with the lecturers..than there was the challege where some couldn't understand malay and most of us have not marched before..
staying in college daily from as early as 7am till 8 or 9 pm was really tiring..but it was well worth it..

we even went out to lepak together after practices..
not only did we stayed back for march past..even for CAD project,Gingerbread,sports carnival games..all was fun we bonded..
after the march past,there was the due dates for projects and assignments..every1 was rushing like mad..hahah..
staying back late to finish up projects..haha..
man..college was like our 2nd home at that time..well all this are preparation for pm Module eh..
Then finally exams were here..although only 2 practical exams..but it really tested our skills..
wooh...all was hard..
through this sem,friendship was bonded..but from a big group,we have also seperated into small gangs...well....yeah..we have our own gang of frens to hang out..it wasn't anymore like last time where the whole Cula would go out 2gether..nah..i guess times changes people..

what else eh..

yeah..we've bonded also we other Culas n Pcts..the seniors and junior..

we have one heck of crazy seniors..especially from the pastry kitchen..CULA3!!!
they're one crazy group...gonna missed them allot..
this sem,we spent most of our time in the pastry kitchen and those incharge in it really helped,guided and thought us allot..Cula3..bonded with them..although is we just got to know each other for merely 2 months..but it was really fun..it was a blessing to get to know them
Kar Ling~my Cutie..lOve Her Eyes :P..ReYes~tHe HandSOme BAker..JasOn~The Nice Bully.
AI Min..The SupeR QUiEt GIrl..Win~THe AKak Of ALL AKaks..kaK IlLiaNnna~The Semua Pun Makan CUtie..OD~The MonGOlian SUper HandSOme CHef~and ALso many mOre Of THem..
they're really the best seniors i've met..and it was a blessing..


Then we have the juniors,,..PCT6,7 & 8.
er..sorry la..too much to list down..
we had the privellage to work with them during a partt time job in sheraton subang and it was super crazy..hahaha..
they too were one heck of a crazy people..


Yeah.so there you go..thr's more..but too much that i can remember..owh ya..few events that i've helped out..the hari raya dinner,then there was a few other events..

but we've really learned allot and now..we're preparing on what's to come..
i really had a sucky and great sem at the same time..i really wanna take this oppurtunity to thank all u guys that have guided me..be there for me..supported me as well as those who have scolded me...now,as the year comes to an end and i reviewed back the past sem..i've realised..
all the scolding,black face and bad comments i've received made me fight back even more although at times i had a broken heart..
all this made me wanna work harder..
I pray that when the new sem comes,i'll be a better and changed person ya..
Thank u guys for being a blessing to me..For God did not give me a Lover this sem..but He gave me Lovers~..wonderful loving friends.. :)..


TO CULA 5!Love U GUys..

-Khai YUet~Bro..JoSeph~D CraZy JoKer..Wee Chew~My CLubbIng Kaki And Part TIme BF..ahaha..CInDy~My ONLy GUrl YamCHa Kaki..EMma~Big Jie Jie..PeiMinn~d PastrY CHef.Mark~My Most ReliabLe Fren..THx!.BennY~d One WHo ALways Drives ME Arnd..THx.

-Syah~My SO Called"BoyFriend"in Cula5..THx FOr ListEning TO Me..-Faiz~The HottiE..AKmal~mr.Macho..IkhwAn~d Big ExEc..JoEL~d SMall Exec..GHana~The HandSOme MonGOlian..KEn~SouS Chef..SHaROn~She Trained My PatiEnce..hehe..ZeCk~Weird Fella..EmSOn~my Best Bud SInce Sem 1...FarHan~d Cool Fella

ALvin~the Man..RichArd~ALways BuLLying Me.. :P..HasHim~The COmmanDeR..Good Job!..SU Fern~Dai Ka Jie!..Jun Yang~Cute Rain...AmiRUL~d BLur Fella..ShAun~AnotHer WeIrd Fella..DinO~Our Big BOss..IzzY~My Kaki CLubBing in Training..haha..aLiEf~The Big BOy..and nOt TO FOrgEt..our Beloved..MR.Fami..





OutIng in 1U...



My InTernaTIonAL COoking Exam.




My Fruit Carving..WatErmeLon





MarZIpan..






ALL WEll Ends WELL


PeACe...May The Next SemesTer Be a BEtter One!..More TO LEarn...More TO ChanGe And More FUn TO COme!!


-ENd-

Friday, November 20, 2009

Sem BreAk Dec 2009-Day 1(BRo's Pre BUrfDay CelebRaTIon)

The very night of our sem break...before everyone went back to their respective hometown..
We had a lil gathering for my bro,Khai yuet..her burfday's on the 22nd...but yeah./.she was going back..so..we PartieD all nIght Long..
The Gang For The Night,Benny,Pei Minn,Cindy,Emma,Cheryl,MArk,JO(he Joined DUring MArdI),Jason THeng & ReyEs(THey Joined DUring DInner),Me MysELf And The Big Bro..KHai yUet..
We started out with a movie session..2012..And Guess WHat...i Missed The 1sT 1 1/2 HOur Of The Movie..
The Movie Started At 5.30 But I was There Around &Pm..but Thank God it was a long movie..we got to at least watch an hour more of the ending.hahaha..anyway...to me its quiet a nice movie.it stirs the heart and make us start to realise God's powers r really great...
well..continuing...we went for dinner..
at secret recipe..we wanted to have chilly's but the line was freaking long..ahhaa.
so..secret recipe it is..
Then some of us went back to change..and off to Mardi Gras..er..it was kinda a mood spoiler that night as there was no one there...there's just us and another table..man..we spent an hour there and sum of us left..Me,my SIs,JO,Wee Chew,JasOn n CIndy..n Jeff(a Fren of Jo..)
YeaP..The 7 Of us Squashed intO a Car aNd went aLL the Way DOwn TO kL...
1st we went to Maison..but then they decided to change place..so we went to zouk..but too bad..the security was strict so we couldn't enter..
than lastly we went to Poppy...it was nice there..n don't ask how we got in..ahha
Wooh...it was so different from the clubs at pj area..the atmosphere..the people(Plenty Hot cHicks n GUys..hahaha)
but when we arrived at poppy..my mood was a lil down..so didn't enjoyed till d max..but it was great anyway..
then we ended the night with BReakfast at the nasi lemak in Paramount..

MarDI GraS

DinnER.











Pre-DInner DaTing..hahahha
Yeah..About This..Before DInner..we Had a Walk aRouNd to decide wher we should eat..and pei minn just couldn't stop her steps from going in to boutiques..hahaha..and well..if she went in..we're gonna spend half an hour to wait..so..yeah..we tried pulling her out...we went from dragging to holding hands and blocking her way..it was super funny..especially when benny tried to pull her away each time..it was as if a boyfriend was trying to beg a gurlfren to not leave him..yeah..n that was funny..ahahah
k..Long More WaY For tHe HOlidAYs!
Gonna miss u guys allot
-End-





Sunday, November 15, 2009

i Hate TO See MysELf...

This wHole Week was really the worst of the worst..i come to realize,how much i suck u noe..i suck till me myself hate to see myself..
i dunno what have i become..and y do am i not good in anything..
i have realized that..nothing is what i'm good at..
dance??come on..who dances like me???beginners..nobody takes 6-7yrs to come to my standard..ppl only nit 6-7 months..u noe..when she is around..i feel so useless??she is new,but yet she has beaten right to the ground..she has her own style,and she masterd her style..evybody is amazed to c her..i am no where near that..u noe how it feels..
whn u have put so many years into it..but what u r today can be beaten by someone new??its suckz man..when i see my dance...i just hate it..!
Beauty???i am no where near that either..look..evy guy that i think would like me either end up saying he like my sis or mayb a close fren of mine..they always get to know me to get info about others..its not that i want the attention but sumtimes it just make ur heartbreak u noe??
what about inner beauty?i have totally none of that..
i have changed from good to bad..i dunno how..i just cant seem to be the old me..the cheerful never emo gurl..i love me bak those days..but the me today,is just terrible,i blast my voice at people,i resist helping people sometimes,i build dislike to people and i am more and more worst..what have happen to me???
i have nothing good in me man..
my cooking suck so much ler..i seriously dunno how to cook...so far for dreaming to be worlds top chef..haiz..

guess...yeah..i've realise i am a nothing..

ENd.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

My GinGerBread..

After Nearly A month...It Is FinAlly done..
we never thought we could really make it.cos the sketch was really complicated..
many others also doubt dat we could make it..
but finally..the masterpiece is done..wah la..yeng bo..hahaha
it really took us allot of brain power n time..we were like pratically evyday in the pastry kitchen..wooh..
but the end product was wat made us really proud..
we received quite a few compliments..
bravo for mark,pei minn n mabel..!!!yahoooo
ahah..si beh yeng.hahha
the only thing i am nt satisfied is..its kinda small for a gingerbread showpiece.hahah..
but anyways...it was nice..beautiful..
next creation..WEDDING CAKE!!!!Gambateh!


Sweets for a Glass EffeCt

The Team...ConGraTs!


It Was This SMall














a Work From The HeaRt..
End

CUlinary Arts ANd Design...My cReatIon..

After A few Weeks of Hrd worK ANd sTaying Back..ThIS iS tHE eND oF a woNDERFUl N ELegANT PROjECT..
pLUS..it as been used as a centre pice for a few events..super proud of it..
Y we did butterflY>?because it was something no one made..haha
Mr.famI said we could get high marks in competition as the more the sturcture can move withot breakin apart..the higher the mark..and apparently..our butterfly wings could move..ahaha..enJoy the PicTz..


Butter Sculpture

Styroform..super proud of this..


fInished Product..


More to Come...
End..

MissIng YOu~

i have MoveD on..But now..The prob..i ended in anuder one sided love..haiz...if only he knew..
although we might not noe each other long..but i feel something special in you..
i dunno y...but too bad..his heart belongs to someone else...i dunno how much chances we get to meet each other anymore..will we still be able to meet daily?
will we be more closer??
i don't wanna start anythin so soon..but i just wanna noe u more..i wanna be there for u..
i wanna feel ur comfort..
do u feel me..
ur glance,ur care towards me..it makes me feel so special..haha..

Mabel Emo..hahaha..haiz..well..wat to do..thats wat happens when u like someone but u feel sad inside for liking that person..
Mabel..gambateh!

End~

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

MarChing Day 1

i thought things in secondary school r left behind..but..guess wat..we got to march for college too..hahah..sports carnival..n we're representing SHTCA!
well..although it was tiring n kinda lame..well we had fun too..
erm..staying till 7 or 8 pm daily was like crazy..
nvm..at least we got the craziest college memories..hahaha
This is The 1st Day!
Nasi Lemak After kawad..we spent around rm150 on mamak food..15 of us..34 glasses of dirnks


The day Is Setting


Resting



The Squad




Dancing???


TirEd But Heck of Fun~
ENd~

Sunday, October 4, 2009

你心中已经有别人了吗?


他已经有爱的人吗?

为什么他不回答我。

如果真的话,为什么不说呢?

如果你说有的,我会对你死心的吧。。

你这样会让我觉得还有希望。。

你知道吗?

不能见到你,

不能和你聊天。。

面对你的不里不柴的态度。。

有多辛苦吗??

我好想时间回到我门刚认识那时候。。

没一天都过的开开心心的。。

那是后的我好开心好开心。。

应为我感到你把我当成好朋友。。

你有心事都会告诉我。见到面都会聊不停。。

有说有笑。。

但现在,我就觉得我好象陌生人了。。

你也开时逃避我。。


我好想你~

Thursday, September 17, 2009

LoneLy..


不喜欢一个人的感觉。。。
好难受哦~
为什么我会这样呢~
朋友我够多但我还是很寂寞。。。
lonely is a feeling no one wants to have i bet...
it makes u feel ignored,abandoned..
i am not complaining..but just expressing...
being lonely sucks~
walking alone,sitting alone...
out there alone..when beside you,you see people gathered together~
in big groups..happily laughing away~
the worst is when ur there alone..
and when u turn to ur side..u see a lovely couple..
hugging each other tight...
feeling the warmth they have for each other..
jealousy builds in urself..
knowing that when one of them is down or sad they will always have the other one to cheer them up,be there for them..
but what do u have for urself??nothing..
i am not complaining...i am just expressing once again..
i feel blessed to have so many friends..but its just not the same..
i do no know how to explain..
but with friends..they'll always be there for u too..but not at all times.
with someone that loves u..u r sure when u are down..u will have someone to come for u...put back the smile on u...
你明白我在说什么吗?
老天爷~帮帮我好吗?
-爱-
-enD..

Sunday, September 13, 2009

AsTRo BaTtleGrOund 2009



06/09/09

This year i went for aSTRo BATtleground ya..
Many Many strongg teams entered..
Kartoon Network,Street Wreckerz,Famous Strike,
Dancologist,D8 Century,Max Identity,
And even last years champion Elecoldxhot was there too..
wahlao...damn geng man diz crews..
well..talking about my crew..we just trained for 3 days..i know i know.
it is not enough,..we decided last minute and was hoping to gain experience only..
tHe danc ewas a mix of hip-hop and breaking...
The judges comment:
Marcus Tucker:He did not understand what we were trying to show
BobBy:The song Remixed was abit off..Not a Smooth flow and we lack of teamwork.
we did not have the chemistry..

wEll...it was a good try anyway...really thanks to KEn and WOlf !!!
GeneratIon R!!!!
haha..
anyway..this year would be a great show ya..all the top crews of malaysia are in..
so do support and stay tune ya!!

End-

PeaCe

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

MoVIe Mission Failed.


Today right...Me,My Bro,My two sis went to cineleisure to watch the premiere screening of ugly truth thanks to the YOuth TOday Newspaper..we had 2 collect 2 news ad to redeem 2 tickets..
and got 4 news ads..
so we headed to cineleisure at around 7..
then the line was so long it nearly reached d exit..
so as we waited there eagerly for the counter to open..we talk n talk..
finally the counter opened..so we started praying that we could manage to get some tics..
there was around 100++ people..
wahlao..
long que..
and it was almost our turn..anuder 5 more..
wahlao...Den..the lazy at the counter said..SORRY>>>NO more TIcs...
wah..mission failed..hahahaha..
so..we wnet jalan jalan lor..hahaha..
mcD,the curve,ikano..haha..
sorry bro...brought u out but no movie watch..nvm..tomorrow we makan puas puas okie..
anyways..PEaCe..ahhaha...i wanna watch ugly truth on DVD!!haha
-End-




Wednesday, September 2, 2009

禹哲,生日快乐


i Wanna Wish My Leng Zhai a BLeSsEd BIrthDay..
ALthough ur just Someone i admire and wouldn't stand a chance to even be able to talk to..
but i wanna wish u a HAppie Happie birThDay..
ur r d One dat is ALwAys in My imAgination and Make My DAys CheerFul And CraZy!!
GambaTeh..
END..

my Days..

Days Passed...Head Blank..
whAt to do..
i Do Know what i'm Feeling..
What i'm Thinking..
i have nothing on mind..
but y am i depressed inside???
y do i feel like crying??but for no reason???what's happening to me???
why do i feel like there's something missing??
y do i feel that there something empty inside me??
tears just keep flowing without any reason??
why???
i once wished i could just live life with no worries...not much thinking..just a simple life..
and this is it right???but y is it empty???
y do i feel sad????
can anyone explain what's going on to me??
now,i feel useless..blank...and really empty..as if the there is no purpose or no excitement in life..
each day..i tell myself..put a smile on the face and live life to the fullest..but what is this???
y i feel sad????i have no worries like others...no family problems..no love problems...nothing..
but i just feel..really sad really really sad....i really tried my best to put on the biggest smile and the craziest attitude so that each day i make sure i go through it happily..i've done it..but why am i feeling like this.....dun cry gurl dun cry!!!!
now...i really wanna feel one thing..one thing only...i wan a hug..the feeling of love...i think that's what is missing ba...God..help me please...

a Smile....That's all....

-End-

Monday, August 31, 2009

My MErDEka EVe 09.

For MerdEka this year...Celebrated in Seremban...AGain...haha..but this time..it is way more fun...my family,cousins,uncle's aunties,grandma..and apparently almost most of my mother's side closest relatives gathered together and had a mini bbq party...Food wAs ALLOt..THe FUn Was AMazIng..And tHe CRowd...WOoh..FabuLous..ahhaha

REally happy that we got to gather together as it has been quite sometime since we last gathered like this..evryone is now busy with their own stuff..the kids like me now have all grown up and went their ways..so it was quite hard to bring us togther..had a night of great fun..planning to have it again this coming raya ya..

ENJoy..
PoPo and Wei WEi..
MahJong SessIon

FOod...


BBQ..

Failed BBq...ALl BlacK Wan??

THe CRowd

THe YOunGer GeneRaTionof my CouSins..

OWh ya...it Was ALso TO CelebRate My Sis' BrufDay...
Happie 9TH BUrfDAy AMaNda!

Swensen's SpeCial From SwEnsEn..
Ice Cream Cake ..VaniLLa,CHOc n StraWBerry..

THe HeaLthy Food.

MerDeka!

Wrong Cue...haha

10..9..8....

MerDEka MERdeKA!



paTriOtic Lil BOy..


The MerDeKa Cake

Ouch..

Happy 52nd MerDeka!!
ENd..

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