My loVe,,

I Wish I Could Be In Love Once Again...The FeeLng Is GreAt..Yet Heart WreNching At Times..Wat DOes It Feel Like To Really Fall In Love??I Really Wanna Noe...

When We Fall In Love..
Do It Really Feels Like We'rE Fying?
How DOes It Feel Holding D Hands Of The One U Love?
HUggIng The One U Love.??
How I PRaY That We Could Just Sit ToGehtEr the Whole Day And Just Talk..
If ONly i Could Find That PerSon..
But For Now..
I'll Just Sit hEre waIting With My ImgInations...
WaitIng For The Love From That SpecIal Someone That God Will Bless Me With..

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My FaMilY....

Hey...Time here In Pj Have Made me LeaRnt Allot ya...
Dance...
i'm starting to miss the times i had with mjc2 ya...
it was the best of times....although there were arguements..but it was always fun through practices..we wen't every where together...we were for ech other in dance..yes..i admit..there was backstabbing..but we still went in a team...
its really different here now..everything is really not the same...
mjc2 was really a family...we did everything together.,..choreography...we were always thinking stupid ideas.../practicing the whole day was never boring..shopping 4 customes...and the competition./...it was all...i miss them...mjc2...i miss u guys allot...its so different without u guys...

when there was a better thing...
we will fall for it..
but we never thought wat we have was just the best we have..un til we lost it..
now i have realise..
and what is left is just memories//
i jjst wished that everything will all come back..but
its all just memories..
all memories..
to cry for when u miss them..

Lord,I just pray to you that u just giv me bak the joy i have for this passion..in whatever way it is...May You use it the way u wan it...Thank you Lord..Amen

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A New Year,,,A new challenge..

What Do I have To Say..Another year PasseD...Happy BurFdAy To MySelf...
YesteRDay I Turned 19...
Spent It AlmosT aloNe d Whole Day..
went to church in d morning and wnet to pwtc for the youth event...
nothin much..i can't belive that not much of my old buddies wished me...kinda of sad..maybe as time pass..things change..and people tend to forget..kinda of sad though...
but it was a great blessin to get to noe ppl frm cake sense ya...
they celebrated for me on sat...had steamboat..thanks..

Haiz...19 aleady...so fast...
there's so much i havent do/..
great challenges will come this year...i can feel it...
i cannot make up my mind about certain thgs though...
life's hard for everyone of us...
i've been thinking quite allot lately...i dunnoe how to start..
things din really quite work out the wy i wanted it to be for the past 1 year...i did't feel much achivement last year..
life suckz...
19 n i havent do anything much...
everything is just half way...
haiz...

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New STaRt Of The Year...A New ChaPTer Of My StoRy...mE AND MY Friend...

This New year Is the Begining Of a New CHaPter Of My Life..evry year... different things happen...last year...a whole lot happen...
this year will be a greater year..
this year i vow to noe God bEtter...
i wanna seek Him for he gave me everything..my dance,my study my joy...and love...
He is everything...as i think back about last year...i was so involved in myself...i forgot Him...
i wanna be with Him,..onli he is the most faithfull..only He is truthful to me..this world is fake and untrustful..
i had this guy telling me he loved me..but he never showed...he was always angry at small things i did...but God never was l;ike that..even if i was mad at Him for wat had happened...but he still blessed me each day...
this is my Story OF ME AND MY bEST fRIEND...
what ios the world without God...