Thursday, September 17, 2009

LoneLy..


不喜欢一个人的感觉。。。
好难受哦~
为什么我会这样呢~
朋友我够多但我还是很寂寞。。。
lonely is a feeling no one wants to have i bet...
it makes u feel ignored,abandoned..
i am not complaining..but just expressing...
being lonely sucks~
walking alone,sitting alone...
out there alone..when beside you,you see people gathered together~
in big groups..happily laughing away~
the worst is when ur there alone..
and when u turn to ur side..u see a lovely couple..
hugging each other tight...
feeling the warmth they have for each other..
jealousy builds in urself..
knowing that when one of them is down or sad they will always have the other one to cheer them up,be there for them..
but what do u have for urself??nothing..
i am not complaining...i am just expressing once again..
i feel blessed to have so many friends..but its just not the same..
i do no know how to explain..
but with friends..they'll always be there for u too..but not at all times.
with someone that loves u..u r sure when u are down..u will have someone to come for u...put back the smile on u...
你明白我在说什么吗?
老天爷~帮帮我好吗?
-爱-
-enD..

Sunday, September 13, 2009

AsTRo BaTtleGrOund 2009



06/09/09

This year i went for aSTRo BATtleground ya..
Many Many strongg teams entered..
Kartoon Network,Street Wreckerz,Famous Strike,
Dancologist,D8 Century,Max Identity,
And even last years champion Elecoldxhot was there too..
wahlao...damn geng man diz crews..
well..talking about my crew..we just trained for 3 days..i know i know.
it is not enough,..we decided last minute and was hoping to gain experience only..
tHe danc ewas a mix of hip-hop and breaking...
The judges comment:
Marcus Tucker:He did not understand what we were trying to show
BobBy:The song Remixed was abit off..Not a Smooth flow and we lack of teamwork.
we did not have the chemistry..

wEll...it was a good try anyway...really thanks to KEn and WOlf !!!
GeneratIon R!!!!
haha..
anyway..this year would be a great show ya..all the top crews of malaysia are in..
so do support and stay tune ya!!

End-

PeaCe

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

MoVIe Mission Failed.


Today right...Me,My Bro,My two sis went to cineleisure to watch the premiere screening of ugly truth thanks to the YOuth TOday Newspaper..we had 2 collect 2 news ad to redeem 2 tickets..
and got 4 news ads..
so we headed to cineleisure at around 7..
then the line was so long it nearly reached d exit..
so as we waited there eagerly for the counter to open..we talk n talk..
finally the counter opened..so we started praying that we could manage to get some tics..
there was around 100++ people..
wahlao..
long que..
and it was almost our turn..anuder 5 more..
wahlao...Den..the lazy at the counter said..SORRY>>>NO more TIcs...
wah..mission failed..hahahaha..
so..we wnet jalan jalan lor..hahaha..
mcD,the curve,ikano..haha..
sorry bro...brought u out but no movie watch..nvm..tomorrow we makan puas puas okie..
anyways..PEaCe..ahhaha...i wanna watch ugly truth on DVD!!haha
-End-




Wednesday, September 2, 2009

禹哲,生日快乐


i Wanna Wish My Leng Zhai a BLeSsEd BIrthDay..
ALthough ur just Someone i admire and wouldn't stand a chance to even be able to talk to..
but i wanna wish u a HAppie Happie birThDay..
ur r d One dat is ALwAys in My imAgination and Make My DAys CheerFul And CraZy!!
GambaTeh..
END..

my Days..

Days Passed...Head Blank..
whAt to do..
i Do Know what i'm Feeling..
What i'm Thinking..
i have nothing on mind..
but y am i depressed inside???
y do i feel like crying??but for no reason???what's happening to me???
why do i feel like there's something missing??
y do i feel that there something empty inside me??
tears just keep flowing without any reason??
why???
i once wished i could just live life with no worries...not much thinking..just a simple life..
and this is it right???but y is it empty???
y do i feel sad????
can anyone explain what's going on to me??
now,i feel useless..blank...and really empty..as if the there is no purpose or no excitement in life..
each day..i tell myself..put a smile on the face and live life to the fullest..but what is this???
y i feel sad????i have no worries like others...no family problems..no love problems...nothing..
but i just feel..really sad really really sad....i really tried my best to put on the biggest smile and the craziest attitude so that each day i make sure i go through it happily..i've done it..but why am i feeling like this.....dun cry gurl dun cry!!!!
now...i really wanna feel one thing..one thing only...i wan a hug..the feeling of love...i think that's what is missing ba...God..help me please...

a Smile....That's all....

-End-

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Hey...I'm.. MabEL i Love Dance Choc Food... God... i'm kinda of an observer... at times ..i justprefer to go out alone and observe.. sit at a side and just scan through the people passing by.. u may see me looking around all the time.. because that's me.. i like to look and identify the different lifestyles of people and their habits.. erm..i'm an emo person when i'm alone..but i seldom express...unless ur really close to me..hehe erm..kinda of a lazy person.. easy to talk to... the rest about me u got to noe me to noe me ya..hahhaha k..PeaCe

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