My LimItatIons..

Well...Have U Ever felt That u Noe U WOuld Not be able to go any further..where u felt like giving up?
well..to tell u the truth...i have always have the filling to give up on myself..especially in the life of dance...since a long long time ago..i have ad set my mind that i would never be a full time dance...meaning take dance as a way to earn a living..well..to me...love and passion and hard core training is not enough..i must all come together with talent..well..that's one thing i lack...that's the one thing that have pulled me down...i never had the talent to dance...welll...maybe it is hard to explain..but well...its art..anything to do with art has to go with talent...right..
well..but i never gave up on dance..y????because i love it too much...i had shed tears for it,had bruise and bumps for it,.even broke my heart for it...i've been through too much...but...it all will come to an end one day..and i can feel that it is soon..well..to me.i have not much time left for the dance scene and i wanna make it my best...but..things just don;t seem to work my way..i've realised how bad i was..i couldn't even do a simple handstand off the wall without falling with a "THUMP"..after so many years..my skills are now all gone..and i don't have any style...seeing the rest just make me hate me,dance and sometimes them...haiz...how can this be...i feel so useless and i feel that i'm wasting everybody's time.come on..i still remember...once someone told me when i was around 16yrs old..Mabel can do chair freeze now,but 10 years later..she still can only do chairfreeze..well..i think...i'm unhelpable..and that words will really come true..haiz...

if u guys r reading...i really wanna aplogize to all who had wasted your time on me..i really thank you guys for the guidance and ur patience on me..
i;m so sorry that i have dissapointed u guys...
i now..you all had dreams of going far in this scene and because of me...u guys couldn;t go any further...it's also an embarassment to show what i have..after telling the amount of years u have been dancing..i'm a complete noob..but i'm really sorry...i really don't wish to give up now...well...till time allows...i really wanna continue dancing..but if i'm really a barrier for u guys to go forward..do tell me ok...i'm so sorry!!!!!

PasSion,Love,Hard Work And taLent Have to GO TOgether TO Make THings WOrk!!!!!

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