Things are getting rough for the past few weeks..
its seems like i'm in a period where..i'm lost..i so lost now..
things are getting hard..and its effecting my emotions..
i've been losing my temper ..ALLOT..
and i don't noe what's happening to me...
i don't noe wat i want...wat i wanna achive..wat i really want to do...
it seems i have lost the interest and fun...
but..i dunno wats the reason...nothing depressing brought me down..but it's just that..i seem to have lost all joy..
even the joy in dancing.i had a long conversation with TY yest..he made me thought deeply.it's not that i have lost passion or wat..maybe i have lost a little..but it seems..dance is no longer a thing that keeps me going..a fren that keeps me happy when i'm down..it's bringing pressure to me..
i've dance for a total of almost more than 5 yrs now..but now i'm sarting to think..am i really fit for this thing...
it's like a long term relationship..
we've been together for 5 yrs now..things were great,fun and enjoying at the start...but after so many years...when things did not acieve much and when we start to see there's no future in us..we think...y hold on??y??
for wat sake..???izzit because of the years we spent together??the bond we had..the hurt,pain and joy we had...
i'm lost..i'm really lost..i'm asking myself now..why am i still holding on to this relationship???
wat do i want???do i really still have that burning passion or izzit just cos i do not want peple to look down on me??
things are getting so confusing...God ...please show me an answer..i really thank the Lord that each time i had a problem or a lost in my..He always sent someone to talk to me..but Lord..what can i do for you..plese..guide me..i really need You..at this stage..i have no one else but You who totally understands me..
heart hurting,mind wandering,mouth blasting,overall lost...
I need someone ..just someone..who can hug me tight.hold me strong.hold me up..dun let me fall anymore...i'm getting numb...pls..
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its seems like i'm in a period where..i'm lost..i so lost now..
things are getting hard..and its effecting my emotions..
i've been losing my temper ..ALLOT..
and i don't noe what's happening to me...
i don't noe wat i want...wat i wanna achive..wat i really want to do...
it seems i have lost the interest and fun...
but..i dunno wats the reason...nothing depressing brought me down..but it's just that..i seem to have lost all joy..
even the joy in dancing.i had a long conversation with TY yest..he made me thought deeply.it's not that i have lost passion or wat..maybe i have lost a little..but it seems..dance is no longer a thing that keeps me going..a fren that keeps me happy when i'm down..it's bringing pressure to me..
i've dance for a total of almost more than 5 yrs now..but now i'm sarting to think..am i really fit for this thing...
it's like a long term relationship..
we've been together for 5 yrs now..things were great,fun and enjoying at the start...but after so many years...when things did not acieve much and when we start to see there's no future in us..we think...y hold on??y??
for wat sake..???izzit because of the years we spent together??the bond we had..the hurt,pain and joy we had...
i'm lost..i'm really lost..i'm asking myself now..why am i still holding on to this relationship???
wat do i want???do i really still have that burning passion or izzit just cos i do not want peple to look down on me??
things are getting so confusing...God ...please show me an answer..i really thank the Lord that each time i had a problem or a lost in my..He always sent someone to talk to me..but Lord..what can i do for you..plese..guide me..i really need You..at this stage..i have no one else but You who totally understands me..
heart hurting,mind wandering,mouth blasting,overall lost...
I need someone ..just someone..who can hug me tight.hold me strong.hold me up..dun let me fall anymore...i'm getting numb...pls..
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